I close my eyes and fly upwards, fly to the oceans that I haven’t been, to the countries that I´ve been and haven´t been, I dash towards the endless void, trying to find something new, something exciting, something extraordinary just to spice up my life, then I open my eyes and realize that am living all this extraordinary events time after time, I make my life exciting by doing a very simple thing, do stuff not the way you should do it, I like abnormal, I love uniqueness, I adore unorthodox manners, lets evolve people and stop being that double digit iq´s that are walking around with no purpose in life until the day they die.
Lets make a revolution, am not saying that you have to wear those stupid shirts with even more lame slogans like (dare to be different, unique person inside or even more disgusting fabulous body inside) please people all am asking is just to be yourself by being really yourself, not even acting like you are somebody else, I’ll give a simpler example and the people who know will know that an agree upon, I tend to use the word FUCK a lot in my daily life, I don’t have turret syndrome or anything like that I just like to use it and I fucking love the ring and the sound of it, because if you look at life and its morality you would notice that the zeitgeist morality moves on and on and changes all the time, just 40 years ago you could easily without offending anyone call a black guy a nigger and now we have a black president in the country where the slavery last went out of business and flatted out, just a century ago you couldn´t say that the sun is the center of our planetary or you would be considered as a blasphemous, take a look around and I mean really take a good fucking look around and think just for a moment…………………..……………, is it all worth it the way you are acting right now ? Let us fucking evolve people and be a fucking part of the fucking evolution, otherwise we are as good as dead and we are extinct before we even started living.
EVOLVE BIG TIME OR JUST STAY WASTED
I looked Tariq deep in the eyes and tried to determine his motives, but all I could see were these puppy eyes staring back at me with his warm friendly smile, I smiled back at him and told him I have no expertise in domino´s but am a hell of a backgammon player, want to try ? (I asked)
He nodded and we sat down and played a match, he was no contest to me but I wasn´t that good player either so he really sucked at it really bad, we had a long talk over our hot teas and some churek(Iraqi pastry), he basically explained to me all his life, where he is originally from, he was from Baaquba, a city northbound a bit to Baghdad and then his family moved to Al Dorah, a small town also lies to the north of Baghdad, but his family didn´t liked it so they decided to move here in Diala or Alqadessiya a name Saddam Hussein gave it to the city like any other city around Iraq they had two names, one was the original name and the other was Saddam´s name.
Anyway our talk ended up by him inviting me to his house for tea I thanked him and told him I would love too but on one condition, that I treat him to a Kebab meal then we go to his house to finish it off with some delicious hot tea, he agreed and he led the way to a good kebab restaurant in the area where we sat, ate and chatted about the daily life here in the city and I explained to him why I was here, he looked deep in the eyes and then he let out a hysterical wide and loud laugh, I gazed at him pretty angrily, and he stopped right away and apologized and told me he had never seen a Bedouin selling salt since the year 1988 when the Iraq Iran war ended, that’s why he was surprised that our people still doing it after all these years and he really didn’t mean any offence, I told him it is ok but he better watch it cause am not in the mood for that city people humor, he suppressed a chuckle and told me it’s ok and am sorry again if I offended you somehow, then he stood up and told me let us go to his house, I followed him on the way we came across a military check point and I told him I don’t have an ID with me so let’s avoid this shit, he looked at me and told me it is shit indeed, those idiots think that they can take the Americans on, don’t they think that the Americans are better equipped and more modernized military wise than us and they stop us the civilians to check our ID´s and ship us to a losing war.
I was pretty surprised to see him talk in that way but that also meant he trusted me, so I told him keep your voice down maybe someone will hear us and we all get the shit raining down on us, he turned to face me and looked again in my eyes and there was something in his look that I couldn´t read or decipher, he told me; you know what Abdullah I like you a lot, you are good guy, you should be happy that you are a Bedouin, who is free to roam wherever you want where you have no country or land to defend, unlike us, we all in this shit whether we want it or not, even my dad paid the price with his life
I tried to change the subject by reflecting on the power plant and told him that the soldiers are here to protect the plant that’s all! He said it’s all bull shit the republican guards came here to the city about three months ago and they all were with big ass trailers and they were definitely carrying something in there, it’s not about the plant brother they are hiding some weapons in there.
BINGO, I thought, I just hit the huge fucking jackpot on the first day, then the mission now is pretty clear to me and the option are wide open, let the carnage begin and the festivity to attain the other objective I came to do, hmmmmm, this is going to be some malicious covert acts which to tell you the truth, I enjoyed every fucking second of it!!!!!