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Life in your teenage years seems to go slowly when you want to be 18 as quick as possible. But then when you are in your twenties you would realize and think that your teenage years went too quick and fast that you didn’t even felt it, or enjoyed it enough.<\/p>\n
I mean, that’s us humans. We always want what we can´t have. We always need what we don’t posses and never satisfied with what we already have or posses, and always asking for more and more. Take love for example. Remember, these are my thoughts. Until now it may change in the course of my life, but this is what I think about – love and life;<\/p>\n
I think loves best proof is trust, you will never lose by loving somebody but you will always lose by holding back your love and the higher you climb on love´s ladder the harder you will fall from it, to love somebody is nothing, to be loved by somebody is something but if you love and being loved by somebody is everything. Love for a loss can make you die but love for a life can grant you immortality and life is not measured by how many breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away. When we all were born into this world we all were crying and everybody around us were laughing, I say live your life so that when you die you are the one who is smiling and everybody around you are crying.<\/p>\n
Now enough of this dark serious shit and let´s get back to the story at hand, as I mentioned I was a player and what kind of a virgin player I was(hahahahaha) anyway I would say one of my biggest accomplishments was that I dated two best girlfriends at the same time without them realizing they were dating the same guy.<\/p>\n
So here I am dating two best friends and I invited them both to come with me and my friends to go and play pool in some hall near my home, the first one came and I kissed her and she sat next to me and I told her there is a friend I want you to meet, she said ok, and then came the second one and I kissed as passionately as I kissed the first and I introduced them to each other and declaring to each other that they are both my girlfriends.<\/p>\n
They tried to begin a discussion but I was too fast to interrupt them directly by saying sorry ladies I have a pool game to shoot, I will see you later after I finish, and there they are sitting and staring at me with wonder feeling mixed with hate and grudge, and I was laughing and joking with my guys and every now and then I would come to one of them and kiss her and surprisingly enough they both continued kissing me like nothing has happened, at the end I came to them both and told them both(ladies I brought you here for three reasons 1. Is that you think you are players and you got played heavily without even realizing it 2. You both are stupid that you didn’t even know I was dating your best friend and vice versa and 3. It´s over between us and my mission is done so go and play other boys as you usually do. Ciao for now ladies). And then I left feeling free as a bird and feeling invincible to anything in the world.<\/p>\n
I felt really strong, when you are so self confident, so fully assured in yourself, you are mentally and physically in top shape and nothing in this or other world would do you harm, you are the untouchable fucker who roams the world.<\/p>\n
That feeling stayed with me throughout my teenage years, and continued on until now, there is nothing more satisfying or more pleasing when you see that your hard work bears fruit and you see and feel the results live in front of you.<\/p>\n
All the fighters would agree with me, nothing on this world is more satisfying when you see feel and prove your skills live in real street fights and you notice that what you trained works in real life, then and only then you would stop fighting and realize that fighting is stupid and you don’t have to prove anything to the people around you nor to yourself.<\/p>\n
Plus your love life goes on exactly as the way you planed it and every move you make comes and goes like a chess move that you have thought it thoroughly before you place your pawn on the love board, the problem is with the love game, that it can cost you dearly, you can lose your heart and soul in the process, you and only you have to take the pain and the suffer, you have to deal with it and it´s you who will have to move on and take your heart and love to a new place where you hope that your heart will not be broken again.(wishful thinking)<\/p>\n
Yes, that’s what I felt and still feeling until the day I die and until that day I would always say;<\/p>\n
I LOVE YOU ALL AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THANK YOU ALL FOR LOVING ME.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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