{"id":52,"date":"2011-04-12T00:03:00","date_gmt":"2011-04-11T23:03:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/myfreelifestory\/2011\/04\/12\/chapter-50\/"},"modified":"2011-04-12T00:03:00","modified_gmt":"2011-04-11T23:03:00","slug":"chapter-50","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/myfreelifestory\/2011\/04\/12\/chapter-50\/","title":{"rendered":"Chapter 50"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Diversity, is what I love about life, the diversity in people, ideas, races, colors, music, food and everything around you that gives and shares the diversity that you wonder if there is more to that than it just is, but there is more, believe me when I say that there is always more to explore, life will always surprise you in the weirdest way, just like the term that says; reality is weirder than fiction sometimes.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Do you ever think about the chemical structure around you, I fucking do, I look at the chair and imagine all the molecules and the atoms and how they are fucking held together so that to our naked eye we see a solid metal, but in reality all the chemical structures are imbalanced and that&rsquo;s how they hold themselves together , otherwise they would just crumble down to ground, do you realize that we all are drinking each other&rsquo;s piss without us even realizing that, if the saying says(every glass of water you drink there must be a molecule in it that went through Shakespeare blather) then there must be other glasses which went through your blather or mine, I must say that I fucking look at the world differently, I tend to look at everything and examine it to the last detail, I pay attention to that, and sometimes I go to the extreme levels and keep on digging until I reveal some shit that didn&rsquo;t want in the first place, but then on the other hand am kind of satisfied with it anyway, weird isn&rsquo;t it?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Do you even realize that every fucking 30 seconds there is a man committing suicide, yes it seems farfetched but it&rsquo;s not, statistics show that every year about one a half million people commit suicide, that&rsquo;s 125000 a month, just a little bit over 30 seconds and you got yourself another suicide, shit, just by the time I wrote this explanation, there was at least 4 to 6 suicides going on.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>KEEP THINKING<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The information I got was more than beneficial&nbsp; to me, I went back to my tent in the fucking desert, sent a transcript message to me allies and woke up the next morning ready to deploy what I came here to do in the first place, it was a beautiful morning, the whole situation kept me wondering about what my next steps should be, I kept on thinking about what Tariq had told me the day before, and was thinking what could be in those trailers, could it be the scud missiles, we knew that Iraq in the late 80s with German technical help, that they had cut up the soviet scuds into chunks, and used three of them to create two new rockets, well to put a fine point to it I would say the Al-Husayn rocket was fucking mess.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>They thought by adding extra fuel tanks the Iraqis had increased the range to 620 kilometers so that it could and actually did reach Tehran and Israel in the 80s and in the beginning of the 90s, but its payload was cut to a pathetic 160 pounds of explosives (about 70 kilo&acute;s) in the beginning process its guidance was erratic, and now with the modifications was the guidance even more fucking chaotic.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Now if that&rsquo;s the case then we could just mark the whole factory and send some BUFF&acute;S to do the mission, in case you are wondering what the BUFF&acute;s are, it&rsquo;s the military term for B52s airplanes, I always wondered why they call them that way, until I came to learn that they call them like that because of their size and their looks, BUFF&acute;s stands for (big ugly fat fucker).<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I went to the city and had my breakfast there, and kept on wandering around the city and observing its hidden places and planning my route if anything happened, and around 14:50 in the midday I heard a pickup truck touring around the city with speakers blaring out loud that there will be a curfew after 20:00 tonight, perfect I thought, this will give me the chance and the perfect opportunity to do what I came here to do without any witnesses, around 18:00 I went to the same cafeteria I was yesterday in, in hopes to meet Tariq and catch some chitchat with anybody.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I came there and he was already there sitting with a couple of friends laughing and joking around, I greeted him and the others too after a short introduction made by Tariq, then Tariq asked me after a while where am supposed to go after the curfew, I told him I&acute;ll be home, under my tent and beside my animals, he laughed and said no way you going there it&rsquo;s too dangerous , how about you come home with me and have dinner with me and then decide later what you should do, plus I own you a dinner remember, I told him we are brothers you don&rsquo;t need to say that, he laughed and tapped me on my shoulder and said lets go before its going to be too late.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>On our way to his house we saw some soldiers making up new checkpoints, I noticed right away from their clothes that they were (quwaat khaseh) Iraqi special forces, I smiled inside cause I knew the stacks went up right now and those people know a bit how to fight, of course their training is lower than the republican guard but nevertheless they are military and they know what they are doing, when I arrived at his home it was a bit after 20:00 I told him right away that I have to go back cause I just remembered that I left the fire on when I left and I didn&rsquo;t putted it out and am afraid it may burn my whole tent, he said you are crazy to go right now when its curfew you better really watch out cause if they catch you, god knows what they will do with you, I assured him not to worry and went on my way.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>On my way back I avoided the main streets, but I could hear clearly that some army trailers were on the move, my question was, are they moving out the factory or are they moving in, I had to take a look, I took the next street and got encountered by an armored car standing in the shadows, I jumped a little cause that was the last thing on my mind to see there, with six soldiers standing outside and one of them yelled at me; hey you stop right there and bring your dumb ass over here!!!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>What happened next marked the beginning of the end of my mission.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Diversity, is what I love about life, the diversity in people, ideas, races, colors, music, food and everything around you that gives and shares the diversity that you wonder if there is more to that than it just is, but there is more, believe me when I say that there is always more to &#8230; <a title=\"Chapter 50\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/myfreelifestory\/2011\/04\/12\/chapter-50\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Chapter 50\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1506,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-52","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/myfreelifestory\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/myfreelifestory\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/myfreelifestory\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/myfreelifestory\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1506"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/myfreelifestory\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=52"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/myfreelifestory\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/myfreelifestory\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=52"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/myfreelifestory\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=52"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/myfreelifestory\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=52"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}