{"id":10,"date":"2014-12-14T00:23:28","date_gmt":"2014-12-13T23:23:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/?p=10"},"modified":"2014-12-14T00:23:28","modified_gmt":"2014-12-13T23:23:28","slug":"jag-ar-inte-som-andra","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/2014\/12\/14\/jag-ar-inte-som-andra\/","title":{"rendered":"Jag \u00e4r inte som andra"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Det var inte l\u00e4ngesen jag fick min diagnos, l\u00e4karna och psykologer har l\u00e4nge funderat p\u00e5 just om jag har Borderline eller \u00a0emotionellt instabil som det ocks\u00e5 heter, men detta beteende har jag haft sen ton\u00e5ren o nu har det blivit v\u00e4rre.<\/p>\n<p>H\u00e4r sitter jag, ensam i s\u00e4ngen, ensamheten och jag, sorgen som aldrig tar slut, som k\u00e4nns i hela kroppen och det g\u00f6r ont, det g\u00f6r ont i varje kroppsdel, ibland k\u00e4nns det som att hj\u00e4rtat ska hoppa ut genom ryggen.<\/p>\n<p>Deprimerad, \u00e5ngest, panik \u00e4r vardagliga saker, \u00e5ngestd\u00e4mpande tar jag n\u00e4stan intill varje dag f\u00f6r att klara av vardagen,<\/p>\n<p>klarar inte ens av att arbeta, \u00e4r s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 mina hum\u00f6rsv\u00e4ngningar o tankar p\u00e5 att jag \u00e4r tjock o ful som kommer titt som t\u00e4tt n\u00e4r man minst anar det, d\u00e5 kommer \u00e5ngesten som \u00e4ter upp en inifr\u00e5n<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Just nu vill jag ofinnas<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det var inte l\u00e4ngesen jag fick min diagnos, l\u00e4karna och psykologer har l\u00e4nge funderat p\u00e5 just om jag har Borderline eller \u00a0emotionellt instabil som det ocks\u00e5 heter, men detta beteende har jag haft sen ton\u00e5ren o nu har det blivit v\u00e4rre. H\u00e4r sitter jag, ensam i s\u00e4ngen, ensamheten och jag, sorgen som aldrig tar slut, &#8230; <a title=\"Jag \u00e4r inte som andra\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/2014\/12\/14\/jag-ar-inte-som-andra\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Jag \u00e4r inte som andra\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":10319,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-borderline","category-tankar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/10319"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}