{"id":7,"date":"2014-12-14T00:07:14","date_gmt":"2014-12-13T23:07:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/?p=7"},"modified":"2014-12-14T00:07:14","modified_gmt":"2014-12-13T23:07:14","slug":"shitty-morning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/2014\/12\/14\/shitty-morning\/","title":{"rendered":"Shitty morning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>F\u00f6rsta och destruktiva inl\u00e4gg jag har m\u00e5tt s\u00e5 fruktansv\u00e4rt d\u00e5ligt idag, skulle ha tr\u00e4nat idag men det blev inte av d\u00e5 jag fick panikattack \u00f6ver att jag inte vill g\u00e5 till gymmet. Jag orkar inte med mig sj\u00e4lv snart.<\/p>\n<p>Och varje g\u00e5ng jag b\u00f6rjar g\u00e5 \u00e5ngest o allt annat s\u00e5 kommer dessa destruktiva tankar p\u00e5 att ta mitt liv f\u00f6r jag orkar inte med mig sj\u00e4lv l\u00e4ngre, jag vill riva bort mitt ansikte n\u00e4r jag m\u00e5r skit.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 s\u00e5g min morgon ut, o igen fick min pojkv\u00e4n ta skiten f\u00f6r jag har ingen annan o ta det ut p\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Hur l\u00e4nge ska jag beh\u00f6va m\u00e5 s\u00e5h\u00e4r? Hatar borderline helvetet!!!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/files\/2014\/12\/2014-12-13-1158_548c1c5d9606ee6a716b052f.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-8\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/files\/2014\/12\/2014-12-13-1158_548c1c5d9606ee6a716b052f.jpg\" alt=\"2014-12-13-1158_548c1c5d9606ee6a716b052f\" width=\"600\" height=\"844\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/files\/2014\/12\/2014-12-13-1158_548c1c5d9606ee6a716b052f.jpg 600w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/files\/2014\/12\/2014-12-13-1158_548c1c5d9606ee6a716b052f-213x300.jpg 213w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>F\u00f6rsta och destruktiva inl\u00e4gg jag har m\u00e5tt s\u00e5 fruktansv\u00e4rt d\u00e5ligt idag, skulle ha tr\u00e4nat idag men det blev inte av d\u00e5 jag fick panikattack \u00f6ver att jag inte vill g\u00e5 till gymmet. Jag orkar inte med mig sj\u00e4lv snart. Och varje g\u00e5ng jag b\u00f6rjar g\u00e5 \u00e5ngest o allt annat s\u00e5 kommer dessa destruktiva tankar p\u00e5 &#8230; <a title=\"Shitty morning\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/2014\/12\/14\/shitty-morning\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Shitty morning\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":10319,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/10319"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mymindandi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}