{"id":148,"date":"2012-02-05T00:28:39","date_gmt":"2012-02-04T23:28:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mywaydown\/?p=148"},"modified":"2012-02-05T00:28:39","modified_gmt":"2012-02-04T23:28:39","slug":"sjalvdestruktiv","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mywaydown\/2012\/02\/05\/sjalvdestruktiv\/","title":{"rendered":"Sj\u00e4lvdestruktiv"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Jag \u00e4r en tjej som hoppar in i k\u00e4rleken, f\u00f6rst\u00f6r det och blir krossad&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00e5ng p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng&#8230; Det b\u00f6rjar bli jobbigt, s\u00e5 fort n\u00e5gon visar sitt intresse s\u00e5 blir jag j\u00e4ttek\u00e4r efter typ 2 veckor. Sedan blir jag nojjig, sen f\u00f6rst\u00f6r jag det och gr\u00e5ter. Samlar ihop mig och g\u00f6r om samma procedur. S\u00e5 fort en kille inte gillar mig s\u00e5 \u00e4r det mitt fel. Jag \u00e4r ful, \u00e4cklig, elak, en d\u00e5lig person. Jag f\u00f6rst\u00f6r mycket just p\u00e5grund av min d\u00e5liga sj\u00e4lvk\u00e4nsla och jag m\u00e5ste l\u00e4ra mig att jobba p\u00e5 det. Jag beh\u00f6ver alltid en massa bekr\u00e4ftelse fr\u00e5n killar. Men jag tar aldrig emot komplimanger. Jag kr\u00e4ver mer \u00e4n jag f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar. Det b\u00f6rjar f\u00f6rst\u00f6ra riktigt ordentligt f\u00f6r mig och jag b\u00f6rjar verkligen k\u00e4nna mig som en riktig loser. Jag ska p\u00e5 allvar inte satsa p\u00e5 en kille p\u00e5 ett bra tag. Jag ska tr\u00e4ffa folk och njuta av att umg\u00e5s med m\u00e4nniskor, men allt ska f\u00e5 ta tid nu!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag \u00e4r en tjej som hoppar in i k\u00e4rleken, f\u00f6rst\u00f6r det och blir krossad&#8230; G\u00e5ng p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng&#8230; Det b\u00f6rjar bli jobbigt, s\u00e5 fort n\u00e5gon visar sitt intresse s\u00e5 blir jag j\u00e4ttek\u00e4r efter typ 2 veckor. Sedan blir jag nojjig, sen f\u00f6rst\u00f6r jag det och gr\u00e5ter. Samlar ihop mig och g\u00f6r om &#8230; <a title=\"Sj\u00e4lvdestruktiv\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mywaydown\/2012\/02\/05\/sjalvdestruktiv\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Sj\u00e4lvdestruktiv\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":320,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-148","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-psykisk-stabilitet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mywaydown\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mywaydown\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mywaydown\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mywaydown\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/320"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mywaydown\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=148"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mywaydown\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mywaydown\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=148"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mywaydown\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=148"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mywaydown\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=148"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}