{"id":2392,"date":"2013-08-16T20:00:00","date_gmt":"2013-08-16T20:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pavagned.wordpress.com\/2013\/08\/16\/fel\/"},"modified":"2013-08-16T20:00:00","modified_gmt":"2013-08-16T20:00:00","slug":"fel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/pavagned\/2013\/08\/16\/fel\/","title":{"rendered":"Fel"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Du g\u00f6r fel, s\u00e4ger pappa. S\u00e5 fort du kan v\u00e4lja g\u00f6r du fel H\u00d6R DU DET!?!?<br \/>Jag \u00e4r tyst. Jag vet v\u00e4l det, t\u00e4nker jag, men han har ocks\u00e5 fel.<br \/>Nej, s\u00e4ger jag sedan. Inte alltid. Jag v\u00e4ljer inte alltid fel!<br \/>N\u00e4h\u00e4, svarar han. Till 90 procent fel d\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Felfelfelfel. Jag hatar mig sj\u00e4lv, t\u00e4nker jag n\u00e4r jag kommer upp p\u00e5 mitt rum. Sl\u00e4ng bara in mig p\u00e5 en anstalt, ta bort mina r\u00e4tt till fria val, d\u00f6da mina tankar och mekanisera mig. G\u00f6r mig r\u00e4tt.<\/p>\n<p>Nej f\u00f6rresten, l\u00e5t mig vara kvar hemma. G\u00f6d mig med n\u00e4ringsdrycker, f\u00e5 mig normalviktig, <b>normalnormalnormal. <\/b>Det \u00e4r b\u00e4st. Klara skolan samtidigt, galant s\u00e5klart, det kan du ju, s\u00e5 ska du se att allt blir bra. I alla fall p\u00e5 utsidan.<\/p>\n<p>Det sliter i mig. Fr\u00e5n alla h\u00e5ll och kanter. Det k\u00e4nns&#8230; inte. Eller ibland. Jag vill helst av allt i hela v\u00e4rlden vara h\u00e4lsosam, glad och frisk. Jag vill skratta \u00e4rligt, studsa h\u00f6gt, klara det jag vill och ta vuxenv\u00e4rlden med storm.<\/p>\n<p>Tick, tack.<br \/>Tiden g\u00e5r. Ingen vet. Bara jag. Men ibland tvivlar jag p\u00e5 att ens jag g\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear:both;text-align:center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/pavagned.files.wordpress.com\/2013\/08\/dsc_0448.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"426\" src=\"http:\/\/pavagned.files.wordpress.com\/2013\/08\/6705b-dsc_0448.jpg\" width=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Du g\u00f6r fel, s\u00e4ger pappa. S\u00e5 fort du kan v\u00e4lja g\u00f6r du fel H\u00d6R DU DET!?!?Jag \u00e4r tyst. Jag vet v\u00e4l det, t\u00e4nker jag, men han har ocks\u00e5 fel.Nej, s\u00e4ger jag sedan. Inte alltid. Jag v\u00e4ljer inte alltid fel!N\u00e4h\u00e4, svarar han. Till 90 procent fel d\u00e5. Felfelfelfel. Jag hatar mig sj\u00e4lv, t\u00e4nker jag n\u00e4r jag &#8230; <a title=\"Fel\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/pavagned\/2013\/08\/16\/fel\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Fel\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5744,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2392","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-atstorningen"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/pavagned\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2392","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/pavagned\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/pavagned\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/pavagned\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5744"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/pavagned\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2392"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/pavagned\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2392\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/pavagned\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2392"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/pavagned\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2392"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/pavagned\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2392"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}