{"id":13310,"date":"2013-05-22T19:35:41","date_gmt":"2013-05-22T17:35:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/rosannacharles\/?p=13310"},"modified":"2013-05-22T19:35:41","modified_gmt":"2013-05-22T17:35:41","slug":"ibland-far-man-vara-deppig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/rosannacharles\/2013\/05\/22\/ibland-far-man-vara-deppig\/","title":{"rendered":"Ibland f\u00e5r man vara deppig&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size: 13px;line-height: 19px\">Just nu sitter jag hemma i min soffan och glor in i datorn. Jag k\u00e4nner mig fortfarande h\u00e4ngig och tom. Det k\u00e4nns som om livet inte har n\u00e5gon betydelse l\u00e4ngre. F\u00f6rst\u00e5r ni d\u00e5 hur jag m\u00e5r? Mina v\u00e4nner ringer och jag lyssnar men k\u00e4nner mig inte n\u00e4rvarande f\u00f6r 5\u00f6re. Jag \u00e4r p\u00e5 mitt jobb som jag \u00e4lskar och ska hj\u00e4lpa mina fina s\u00e4ljare men k\u00e4nner att jag inte ens vet vad jag g\u00f6r d\u00e4r. Jag vet inte om jag \u00e4r sjukt eller bara utbr\u00e4nd. Imorgon blir det ett l\u00e4karbes\u00f6k och provtagningar iaf f\u00f6r s\u00e5h\u00e4r t\u00e4nker jag inte m\u00e5 l\u00e4nge till&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Jag satt och bl\u00e4ddrade runt p\u00e5 facebook och hittar en video p\u00e5 min syster d\u00e4r hon sjunger &#8221;So far away&#8221; och dedikerar den till min pappa. jag vill bara gr\u00e5ta men jag kan inte. Jag k\u00e4nner mig helt tom!<\/p>\n<p>Jag m\u00e5ste \u00e5ka och h\u00e4lsa p\u00e5 min syster och min pappas fru snart. Jag vill s\u00e4ga hejd\u00e5 till min pappa i hans hus, vid hans b\u00e4ck med alla fina Koi fiskar som han \u00e4lskade. Det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r mig att hantera detta d\u00e5 jag inte var p\u00e5 begravningen d\u00e5 den h\u00f6lls tre dagar efter att han g\u00e5tt bort! Jag m\u00e5ste lixom f\u00e5 g\u00f6ra detta p\u00e5 mitt s\u00e4tt!!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><center>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<object width=\"100%\" height=\"425\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<param name=\"movie\" value=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/L333G8A_FV0?version=3&amp;hl=sv_SE&amp;rel=0\"><\/param>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<param name=\"allowfullscreen\" value=\"true\"><\/param>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<param name=\"allowScriptAccess\" value=\"always\"><\/param>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<embed src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/L333G8A_FV0?version=3&amp;hl=sv_SE&amp;rel=0\" type=\"application\/x-shockwave-flash\" allowscriptaccess=\"always\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" width=\"100%\" height=\"425\"><\/embed>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/object>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/center><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Just nu sitter jag hemma i min soffan och glor in i datorn. Jag k\u00e4nner mig fortfarande h\u00e4ngig och tom. Det k\u00e4nns som om livet inte har n\u00e5gon betydelse l\u00e4ngre. F\u00f6rst\u00e5r ni d\u00e5 hur jag m\u00e5r? Mina v\u00e4nner ringer och jag lyssnar men k\u00e4nner mig inte n\u00e4rvarande f\u00f6r 5\u00f6re. Jag \u00e4r p\u00e5 mitt jobb som &#8230; <a title=\"Ibland f\u00e5r man vara deppig&#8230;\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/rosannacharles\/2013\/05\/22\/ibland-far-man-vara-deppig\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Ibland f\u00e5r man vara deppig&#8230;\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4106,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13310","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/rosannacharles\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13310","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/rosannacharles\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/rosannacharles\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/rosannacharles\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4106"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/rosannacharles\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13310"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/rosannacharles\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13310\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/rosannacharles\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13310"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/rosannacharles\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13310"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/rosannacharles\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13310"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}