{"id":22,"date":"2011-10-28T15:24:00","date_gmt":"2011-10-28T14:24:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/sandrabertilsson\/2011\/10\/28\/1524\/"},"modified":"2011-10-28T15:24:00","modified_gmt":"2011-10-28T14:24:00","slug":"1524","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/sandrabertilsson\/2011\/10\/28\/1524\/","title":{"rendered":"15:24"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"text-decoration: line-through;\"><strong>EN KLUMP I MAGEN, BEST&Aring;ENDE AV FINA FJ&Auml;RILAR, UTAN EN K&Auml;NSLA AV &Aring;NGEST<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14px; font-family: 'courier new', courier; color: #800080;\">Jag &auml;lskar att k&auml;nna att h&ouml;sten &auml;r n&auml;ra. Som en stor klump i magen, blandad av &aring;ngest och fj&auml;rilar i fina h&ouml;stf&auml;rger.Dimmiga, fuktiga n&auml;tter, med en ciggarett i min hand, ser jag p&aring; stj&auml;rnorna som &auml;ntligen b&ouml;rjat synas igen.Apatisk, men dr&ouml;mmande.Jag &auml;r fortfarande f&ouml;rsvunnen, men har snart hittat tillbaka.Jag hoppas, jag letar, jag tappar.Jag &auml;r tr&ouml;tt p&aring; det sj&auml;lvklara, det sj&auml;lvklara som varar i n&aring;gra f&aring; minuter.Jag &auml;r tr&ouml;tt p&aring; det falska, genomskinliga.Jag &auml;r tr&ouml;tt p&aring; all blindhet och dumhet.Jag vill ha det riktiga, den riktiga sj&auml;lvklara blindheten med det smarta.En klump i magen, best&aring;ende av fina fj&auml;rilar, utan en k&auml;nsla av &aring;ngest.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14px; font-family: 'courier new', courier; color: #800080;\"><br \/><\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/s.improveme.se\/data\/filearchive\/260062.0x0.jpg\" target=\"_BLANK\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s.improveme.se\/data\/filearchive\/260062.510x0.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>EN KLUMP I MAGEN, BEST&Aring;ENDE AV FINA FJ&Auml;RILAR, UTAN EN K&Auml;NSLA AV &Aring;NGEST &nbsp; Jag &auml;lskar att k&auml;nna att h&ouml;sten &auml;r n&auml;ra. Som en stor klump i magen, blandad av &aring;ngest och fj&auml;rilar i fina h&ouml;stf&auml;rger.Dimmiga, fuktiga n&auml;tter, med en ciggarett i min hand, ser jag p&aring; stj&auml;rnorna som &auml;ntligen b&ouml;rjat synas igen.Apatisk, men dr&ouml;mmande.Jag &#8230; <a title=\"15:24\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/sandrabertilsson\/2011\/10\/28\/1524\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om 15:24\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1232,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/sandrabertilsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/sandrabertilsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/sandrabertilsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/sandrabertilsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1232"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/sandrabertilsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/sandrabertilsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/sandrabertilsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/sandrabertilsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/sandrabertilsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}