{"id":52,"date":"2009-12-07T12:01:00","date_gmt":"2009-12-07T11:01:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/swedishbrunette\/2009\/12\/07\/orkar-inte\/"},"modified":"2009-12-07T12:01:00","modified_gmt":"2009-12-07T11:01:00","slug":"orkar-inte","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/swedishbrunette\/2009\/12\/07\/orkar-inte\/","title":{"rendered":"Orkar inte"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Jag k\u00e4nner att jag beh\u00f6ver en paus, en <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">riktig<\/span> paus. Jag m\u00e5ste bort h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n och bara vara med mig sj\u00e4lv ett tag, f\u00f6r att andas och t\u00e4nka.<br \/>Typiskt att det ska vara jul nu f\u00f6r om jag reser bort nu blir min familj s\u00e4kert sur. Men jag har valt att inte bry mig, jag och min h\u00e4lsa \u00e4r viktigare och jag vet att min s\u00f6mnl\u00f6shet och brist p\u00e5 aptit beror p\u00e5 n\u00e5gonting. Bara inte vad.<br \/>Men det kommer inte l\u00f6sas om jag reser hem mitt i julstressen. Men jag m\u00e5ste hem innan januari, har ett paket som m\u00e5ste h\u00e4mtas och saker som m\u00e5ste l\u00e4mnas. Men jag vill inte, jag vill inte, jag vill inte! Jag f\u00e5r \u00e5ngest n\u00e4r jag t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 Sverige, jag vill inte dit. Jag vill bort.<br \/>Jag m\u00e5ste f\u00e5 andas!<\/p>\n<p>Fast \u00e5 andra sidan s\u00e5 saknar jag Pappa.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/s.improveme.se\/data\/filearchive\/79929.0x0.jpg\" target=\"_BLANK\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s.improveme.se\/data\/filearchive\/79929.510x0.jpg\" border=\"0\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag k\u00e4nner att jag beh\u00f6ver en paus, en riktig paus. Jag m\u00e5ste bort h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n och bara vara med mig sj\u00e4lv ett tag, f\u00f6r att andas och t\u00e4nka.Typiskt att det ska vara jul nu f\u00f6r om jag reser bort nu blir min familj s\u00e4kert sur. Men jag har valt att inte bry mig, jag och min &#8230; <a title=\"Orkar inte\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/swedishbrunette\/2009\/12\/07\/orkar-inte\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Orkar inte\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1620,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-52","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/swedishbrunette\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/swedishbrunette\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/swedishbrunette\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/swedishbrunette\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1620"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/swedishbrunette\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=52"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/swedishbrunette\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/swedishbrunette\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=52"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/swedishbrunette\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=52"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/swedishbrunette\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=52"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}