{"id":5400,"date":"2012-11-06T12:04:59","date_gmt":"2012-11-06T10:04:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/?p=5400"},"modified":"2012-11-06T12:04:59","modified_gmt":"2012-11-06T10:04:59","slug":"pain-ends","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/2012\/11\/06\/pain-ends\/","title":{"rendered":"Pain ends&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/files\/2012\/11\/558709_471493756205662_814422194_n.jpg\">J<\/a>ag har en riktigt djup flicka i var familj. Hon skriver dikter. Hon skrev redan dikter, poesi och langa skrifter redan som mycket liten. Hon ar aven en liten teaterapa. En valdigt begavad ung dam fodd 96. Min fars frus dotter, Katrin Lilja. Denna dikt skickade hon mig igar. Visst ar den vacker, i all ensamhet. Dock finner jag den inte endast sorgsen, utan bade vacker med sin sista gladje. <strong>Vad formedlar den till ER?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">&#8221;Jag finner mig sittandes i mitt fort av sn\u00f6,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">i skr\u00e4ddarst\u00e4llning framf\u00f6r en v\u00e4xande eld.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">H\u00e4r k\u00e4nner jag v\u00e4rme och trygghet.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Men vatten droppar i mitt h\u00e5r fr\u00e5n taket,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">jag tittar upp och ser stj\u00e4rnorna le mot mig l\u00e5ngt d\u00e4r uppifr\u00e5n.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Min hand str\u00e4cker sig efter dem men greppar efter tomhet.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">P\u00e5 v\u00e4gen ned br\u00e4nner den sig p\u00e5 l\u00e5gorna,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">de griper tag i den lika l\u00e4tt som den fattat tag i ingenting.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Jag backar undan men min rygg m\u00f6ts av sm\u00e4rtande kyla.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Om jag haft n\u00e5got p\u00e5 hade det st\u00e5tt i l\u00e5gor nu,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">men jag \u00e4r bara jag, min hud och mitt h\u00e5r,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">utan en tr\u00e5d p\u00e5 kroppen.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Ensam med elden i mitt sakta d\u00f6ende fort.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Mitt sakta d\u00f6ende jag.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><strong>\/ Katrin Lilja, 5\/11 -2012<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/files\/2012\/11\/558709_471493756205662_814422194_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/files\/2012\/11\/558709_471493756205662_814422194_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"500\" height=\"210\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Jag har en riktigt djup flicka i var familj. Hon skriver dikter. Hon skrev redan dikter, poesi och langa skrifter redan som mycket liten. Hon ar aven en liten teaterapa. En valdigt begavad ung dam fodd 96. Min fars frus dotter, Katrin Lilja. Denna dikt skickade hon mig igar. Visst ar den vacker, i &#8230; <a title=\"Pain ends&#8230;.\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/2012\/11\/06\/pain-ends\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Pain ends&#8230;.\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":288,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5400","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-djupa-funderingar-deep-thoughts"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5400","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/288"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5400"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5400\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5400"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5400"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/veronicajonsson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5400"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}