{"id":48,"date":"2012-02-20T00:44:26","date_gmt":"2012-02-19T23:44:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/yourbella\/?p=48"},"modified":"2012-02-20T00:45:24","modified_gmt":"2012-02-19T23:45:24","slug":"ensam-bella","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/yourbella\/2012\/02\/20\/ensam-bella\/","title":{"rendered":"Ensam Bella"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Jag hatar att vara ensam. Jag hatar att k\u00e4nna ensamheten krypa p\u00e5 n\u00e4r alla andra g\u00e5tt och lagt sig och det blir tyst. Precis s\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det nu. Har inte sovit sj\u00e4lv s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge jag kan minnas d\u00e4rf\u00f6r \u00e4r det inte s\u00e5 konstigt att jag k\u00e4nner s\u00e5h\u00e4r nu n\u00e4r du \u00e4r borta. Jag visste att det skulle bli jobbigt, men inte s\u00e5h\u00e4r&#8230; F\u00f6rra \u00e5ret var likadant men inte p\u00e5 samma s\u00e4tt? Han som d\u00e5 var min nyf\u00f6r\u00e4lskelse \u00e4r nu min b\u00e4sta v\u00e4n och allt k\u00e4nns meningsl\u00f6st utan honom. Jag vet att klockan \u00e4r mycket och att jag \u00e4r lite fjantig men fan vad jag hatar det h\u00e4r. Godnatt \u00e4lskling. Kom hem nu.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag hatar att vara ensam. Jag hatar att k\u00e4nna ensamheten krypa p\u00e5 n\u00e4r alla andra g\u00e5tt och lagt sig och det blir tyst. Precis s\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det nu. Har inte sovit sj\u00e4lv s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge jag kan minnas d\u00e4rf\u00f6r \u00e4r det inte s\u00e5 konstigt att jag k\u00e4nner s\u00e5h\u00e4r nu n\u00e4r du \u00e4r borta. Jag visste att &#8230; <a title=\"Ensam Bella\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/yourbella\/2012\/02\/20\/ensam-bella\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Ensam Bella\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":366,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-48","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/yourbella\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/yourbella\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/yourbella\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/yourbella\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/366"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/yourbella\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=48"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/yourbella\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/yourbella\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=48"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/yourbella\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=48"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/yourbella\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=48"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}