For some reason I have mixed up all of my days and thought yesterday was today and today yesterday or something along the lines of that.. I’m all sorts of backwards, and it’s really affecting my relationship with others. I mean, friends and family or business acquaintances etc.. I forget everything, and can’t remember days or dates even with a damn calendar and I haaaate it. I notice such a difference in my mental capacity when I take my medicine, and because the past week or so has been rough, I have been on more meds than usual which in turn makes me oh so dumb. I get to pick if I want to be in pain, or just generally stupid. I could think of better things to pick between but hey, what am I going to do..
If I had one wish, I would go back to being the smart, and clever pain free little lady I used to be when everything wasn’t such chaos in my head, rather than this doped up version of myself I have turned into. One of these days.
What would you guys wish for?
Jag önskar att jag var frisk, cancerfri och smärtfri.
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