Another sleepless night.
– You mean so much to me
– I’m not sexual attractive to you anymore
– You are a horrible person
– I never loved you
– I want to move on and fuck around
– You just have cellulites, euw..
All these shit is running thrue my mind…
He says he cares..
Cares for what? All he does is playing with my feelings and every time he does everything to break me into million pieces.
I can hear on his voice how much he enjoy it..
The rutine is always:
He comes back.. he talks so sweet.. we have sex.
The day after he continue to be sweet.. this time he wanted to give me a gift and sleep at my place. (I didn’t invite him to sleep at my place.)
And it was a bit chocking cause he never gives me anything!
On the third day it’s always the same.. he is on a bad mood and calls me.
” I don’t want to be with you! Please understand this! I want to move on and fuck around and you can’t say anything”
Well.. ok.